Friday, August 29, 2014

CHAPTER 36 *End*


After 2 years:

After the first miscarriage now I'm pregnant in the 9th month.
Today is my graduation day, I'm so excited words can't describe how I'm happy. I'm done with studying. No more studying. No more crying. No more staying all night. 

Me: sultan 7luw 3lai ellbs

Sultan: tjnneen specially with your cute tummy 

Me: heeeiiii stop saying tummy a9lan ana rshee8a

He hugged me: I love you ya rashee8a

Me: I love you way more yalla you must leave now

He went out and I applied my makeup w lbst a shirt maktoub 3laih 9oub el krsha "my mama is senior 2013" w Chanel flat shoe since I can't wear heels.

Maha: waaaayyyy bamout 3al cuteness fdait el mama

Me: ya 7yatii mahawi elfal lch 

Yeah Maha en56bt.

Ghadeer: yalla jam3tna, awal w7d juju tet7doun

…: Jawaher Al******

I gave her a smile and went.
My hands and feet are shaking.
I can here claps from all around the place.
It's worst than the wedding day! I shook hands.
Ahhhh I'm done.
I took my certificate and went to them w barekoli.
Sultan gave me the tightest hug!

Sultan: I love you. You did it 

I hugged him back 

Me: I love you way more my role model 

…: yjnenooouuunnn

I smiled =)) 
R7na elm63m n7tfl
Jabouli cake maktoub congrats w halsuwalif.

Me: waaaaaayyy bbb666nnnniiiiiiiiiiiiii

Sultan carried me and took me to the hospital.
W 6l3 ena shahoud w nouro feehum 6alg.

…: Nour w shahoud wldw

…: w juju sg6t

Sultan: laaaaaaa must7eeellllll

He came to me

Me: where is my baby? *i said it excitedly*

Sultan: haa

Me: sultan yalla jeeba I'm waiting for him since the first miscarriage 

Sultan: juju

Me: sultan don't say anything else rou7 jeebly my baby abi ashoufa yshbhni aw yshbhk

Sultan: JUJU!!!

Me: sultan el baby feeh shai?

I started shouting: ELLBBAABBBYYY FEEEHHHH SSHHHAAAIII????
Arjouk arjouk Ltguli fgdta mra thania
Arjouk sultan abous rask bas tkfa ltgoul

I see sadness in sultan's eyes.
I held his hand with my 2 hands.

Me: sultan rou7 jeeba abi ashhoouuuffaaaaaaaa

Sultan: allay3w'9na

Me: suullttaaann adri mafeeh shai jeebly bas bashoufa ana sm3ta w hw y9ee7

Sultan: 36ach 3umrah 

I started shouting nafs elmjaneen! 

Me: noootttt aggaaaaiiinnn 

W gmt a'9rb f kl shai w 36oni ebrat muhd2.
Eeee wldt w sm3t 9out elyahil bas b3da bdgayg mat.

Sultan's POV:

Awal marraa ashof juju chee ma3arf sh9sr feeha 3wrt glbi kanat mstansa ams 3shan t5rjha w elyoum? 7znt b5br wfat '9naha. A4kr lama tetkalam w hia msht6a

*flashback*

Juju: sultan

Me: halla 7beebty

Juju: Allah t5yl al7een ana nayma w el'baby y9ee7, awal mara astans 3shan yahil 

Me: yalla hanat klha sbou3 aw sbou3ain

Juju: shouf ana abi asameh rashid

Me: laaaa ana abi Salman

Juju: laaaaaa maabbiii

Me: 5la9 nsameeh ms6fa?

Juju punched me: heeeiiiii shno ns6fa

She held her tummy 

Juju: yalla e6l3 3shan jdtk tfr7 bshoftk 

Me: w umok w ubouk 

I kissed her tummy.

Juju: shouf etha 9ya7 ana Mali 59 feeh 

Me: wla yhmch ana a5tha

Juju: Allaaahhh wanasa wladti btkoun sbou3 b3ad t5rji elfr7a fr7tain

Me: eeee allaytmem

*end of flashback*

Glbi ytg6a3 w ana ashoufha </3

Juju: sultan abi may

I gave her water 

Juju: 3adi aro7 ashouf baby nour w shahad 

Me: yalla al7een agoulhum 

Jabulha wheelchair 

Me: no problem I'll push her

She went to Nour first.

Nour: el7mdella 3la slamtch yal7ub w mabrouk majach

She teared, juju ra7at 3nd el kid bed w 36tna '9hrha.
Nour gave a look ena shfeeha.

I whispered: raaa7777 raa777 Eli knt na6ra

Nour was surprised w mu fahma shai 

Juju: nru7

Me: yalla 

I can see darkness in juju's eyes.

Juju: luw mu sam3a 9uta w shayfta makan 3ndi mshkla

And she started crying.
I hugged her and took her back to her room.
Her mother and my mother, Fatma, her sister, brother m7md, his wife klhum jaw.
I can see sadness in my mum's eyes w juju bru7ha 3alm Thani.

(Ma9ar shai mhm halftra)
After 1 year…

الله يأخذك منهم ولا يأخذني من يدك❤️

Juju's POV

Lbsni el5atm

Sultan: would you accept me to be your husband for the whole of your life?

Me: you're not serious, of course I do❤️

My hero carried me and started spinning.

Sultan: w3d ma5leech wla l7'9a wla az3lch

Me: w ana b3ad aw3dk eni maz3lk wla a5leek❤️

The scene was amaaazzziiinnnggg we were in Paris in front of Eiffel Tower.

Sultan: a7bch

Me: a7bbkkk akthar 

I'm blushing non stop.

Me: sultan

Sultan: Amri ya 3youni w rou7i w glbi w kl dnyti

Me: t4kr shgltli yum kna ga3deen b Hyde park lma shft el kids?

Sultan: eeee gltlch "wdi ena umneeti tet7gag w ashouf 3yali gbl ma amout"

Me: sultan umneetk t7gegat

Sultan: 7lllffffiiiiiii!!

Me: walla

Sultan: juju I love you 

He gave me the tightest hug❤️❤️❤️

Sultan: ay shahar

Me: elthani :$

Sultan: w matgulin b3ad

Me: maknt mt2kda

Sultan: anyways a7bch shswi 

Me: walla a7bk akthar

He held my hands and kissed me

…: are you new couples??

Sultan: no that's our 3rd anniversary 

…: that was so cute 

Sultan: thank you❤️❤️

Me: sultan shrayk nru7 elshga

Sultan: yalla

We went to our appartment.
Everything was well prepared.

Me: l7'9a w7da abadil w Ajeek

I wore my D&G dress with a matching pair of pumps and applied dark red lipstick and fixed my makeup w swait a small bun.


Sultan: a555555555 fdaaiiitttt ellzzaaaaiiiinnnnnn kllaaahhhh

I blushed.
We spent our day as a new married couples.
I loved how sultan makes me feel happy.

Months past and I left London, I went back to qatar after getting used to my London friends, shops, appartment, food and everything. I had some worst parts that happened to me it's true b'3ait amout bas el7mdella bf'9l rbi ana lel7een 3aysha. They told me that I lost my kids w b3dain ektshft ena they're wrong and they're still alive w fr7ti makant tnw9f.

…: maabbbrrrooouuuuuuukkkkkkk

Sultan: haaa 6mnuuunniiii 3laiha

…: jabtlk bnoutain 7lwat 

Sultan: a55555 el7mdella

Sultan's POV:

W Allah rzgna bbntain zay el3sl rbi y5leehum, w mu bas 6ayreen mn elfar7a madri shlon aw9f fr7ti❤️
And one last thing "allay5leeli their mama Eli I love her more than anything else"

Juju's POV: 

Yeah this is the end but I wanted to say one last thing. 
True Love is something hard to find, I don't know how much I must thank god for having Khalid as a husband. I love him more than I love myself! He wasn't just a husband, he was a mother, a father, a brother, a sister and everything just to make me happy.
First year of marriage was a disaster! He must help me with every step I take, it was just like a mother teaching a kid how to walk. 
Khalid! "I love you" 

These are my favourite 2 photos of my girls❤️❤️


Sunday, August 10, 2014

CHAPTER 35

Sultan: wain elshn6a

Me: kahii

Sultan: okay yalla ana na6rch blsyara 

Me: yalla blbs 3bati w sheitli

Sultan: okay bsr3a 7yati

Me: 7a'9r 7beeby

R7t elsyara

Sultan: fdait my wife

I blushed 

Me: ssuullltttaaannn

Sultan: I love you!

Me: I love you more *blushed*

The hotel was 10 minutes away from us

Sultan: yalla 7yati shwai shwai

Me: yalla

Sultan: can someone please take my luggage 

…: sure

They took his car and we went to check in 

…: juju! 

Me: mahooooyyy

Sultan was sitting w ana r7t asalim 3laiha 

Me: sh5barch lch w7sha

Maha: enty akthar yal7ub wainich tzwjty e5tfaity

Me: hhhhhh chub enty Eli mats2leen w doum mash'3oula

Maha: shswi b3ad

Me: shtsween jaya bru7ch

Maha: afternoon tea m3 ghadoor w 9afouy w bagi elshla

Me: 9j wainhum w7shouni!

Maha: ga3deen yalla t3ali

Me: okay dgeega

R7t 3nd sultan

Me: sultan 7beeby dgeega barou7 asalim 3la rb3i w baji

Sultan: okay 7yati

R7tlhum, slamt 3laihum

9afya: young mama sh5barch

Me: el7mdella kl shi tmam

Ghadeer: g3di inzain 

Me: laaaa baru7 sultan na6rni

9afya: chub agoul w g3di

Me: magltla w al7een Eli tswi elsh3ar btji

Maha: chub manshofha klsh

Me:chubaw bashoufkum fl3rs

Ghadeer: eee nbi nenbhr bshaklch

I blushed 

Me: hhhh yalla bye

I waved my hands w r7t 3nd sultan 

Sultan: my bride

Me: I'm not a bride anymore

Sultan: for me you're my bride till the last day of my life

I blushed 

Me: 3sa yomi gbl yomk

Sultan: esmella 3laich ya kl dnyti

We went to our suite 

Sultan: how is my baby?

Me: she or he's fine 

He held my tummy 

Sultan: mu t3thb elmama because today akeed she wants to dance

Me: hahahahaaha akeed 3rs 25oi w 7beeby w 3zwti

Sultan: ajal ana shno yal'9alma

Me: enta n9i elthani w 3umri w 7yati w glbi w kl dnyti

Sultan: ahhh yab5ty dam 3ndi w7da tswa eldnya w mafeeha

He hugged me

Nour called 

Me: Ahlan Ahlan b our bride 

Nour: Hahahaha ahlain 7yati wainich?

Me: bl'3rfa m3 sultan

Nour: weee okay Malat elsh3r btji '3rftch l2na ma36ana '3rf lel7een

Me: ummmm okay mama w lulu w lulwa jaw?

Nour: eee yalla bnji '3rftch km rgmha

Me: ***

Nour: okay

End of call

Me: bejoun 3ndna

Sultan: may9eer shwai ng3as bru7na??

Me: ent 24 sa3a mjablni 7beeby

Sultan: okay yalla mu mshkla 

They came 

Mama: hala bnseebi hala bl'3ali

Sultan: fdaaiiittt el5ala

Mama: FDA ya 7beeby

Sultan: w fdaaiittt el7ub mrti

I blushed 

Nour: zain chee? 

Sultan: enty chub 

Nour: 7ram 3laik ana bukra btzwj

Sultan hugged her 

Sultan: fdait 3aroustna

Khalid and Nour's weddings are in  the same hotel

Me: jbti a'3ra'9ch nouro

Nour: eeee 76ait'hum b our suite 

Me: jahza 7ag bukra??

Nour: ufff 5ayffaaaaaa

Me: eee walla wajid y5wf bas I'm 100% sure btkunin a7la 3arous

Sultan: bas mu a7la mnch

Fl3ta blm5ada

Me: youz, nouro ma3laich mnah 

Nour: hhhhhhhh y77rr 

Sultan: chub

Aunt: yalla jat Malat elsh3r

Me: sultan wain btru7

Sultan: bg3ad shwai fl'3rfa w ymkn anam

Me: okay e7na bng3ad fl9ala

Sultan: okay

Ra7 el'3rfa w d5lt Eli tswi elsha3r w aunt fouz bdat w ana r7t 3nd sultan fel'3rfa

Sultan: hala walla bjmeelti

I blushed 

Me: ahlain 

Sultan: bad5al 3rs el7reem bukra

Me: heeii lma td5l 3yonk fel2r'9 fahm

Sultan: laa abi ashoufli w7da 7lwa a56bha

I gave him a stare

Me: mn zeenhum Eli hnak 

Sultan; 7lwweenn

I gave him my back w f95t 3bati w my shirt w lbst robe 3shan 3la 6ul af95a w albs fstani

Sultan: juju

Me:…

R7t bdoun Marid 3laih ana awareeh -.-

Nour: yalla Malat elmkyaj fe '3rftna

Sister: yalla ana bbda2

Me: okay ana thlath w7da

Sister: okay

Ra7at lulu t76 makeup w mama w aunt 5l9w sh3orhum w dour Fatma 

Fatma: juju abi water please

Me: al7een ajeeblch

R7t el'3rfa ajeeblha

Sultan: ashoufch matgdreen 3la fragi

Me: weee wajid m9adg nfsk

5tht elmai w r7tlha.
Ensd7t 3al krsi lain ma5l9t

Fatma: 7luw

Me: eee Jameela

W b3dain lulwa swat sh3rha w  nouro w fa6oum w ana w lulu my sister 5l9na makeup.
It was 8:30pm.
Klhum 5l9w w nzlw w ana al7een bswi sha3ri, yeah as usual ana a5r w7da.
5l9t sh3ri it was 9:15.
Rf3t sha3ri swait kbaba w mn gdam nf5a 9'3eera. 
And makeup 76ait smoked eyeshadow and contour w hl suwalif wrouj bnfsji fatt77.
I wore my oscar de la renta dress (matbyn 3dl bl9ora) with jimmy choo heels and gina jewelled clutch.
Lbst shbkty w sa3a chopard w dblti
 



Sultan: mn wain jayba hljmal

He hugged me

Me: ltmskni rou7 7ag Eli tbi t56bha

Sultan: mabadil gomar bnjoum I love you my beautiful wife

I blushed 

Me: I love you more, yalla bnzl

Sultan: yalla awa9lch el8a3a w barou7 m3 rb3i

Me: okay 7yati

W9lni el8a3a w ra7 m3 rb3a.
Slamt w g3dt.

Lulu: juju yalla nwgf felest8bal 3shan nslm

Me: okay yalla

R7t wgaft w slamt 3la Eli jaw

Nour: nrg9?

Me: yalla 3arusa laish la

Rg9na w g3dna

…: mr7ba 7beebttyy

Me: mr7btain

…: bnt mn enty ya 7lwa

Me: Jawaher bnt Moza Al****** 5alty

…: ana Laila 9deegtha

Me: 3shat el2sami 5alty 

Laila: 3ashat ayamch 7beebtt

Nour: juju tbeen 39eer

Me: laa shb3ana

Laila: chm 3mrch 7yati

Me: b9eer 18

Laila: w7lailch 9'3eera

Me: hahahhahaa eee

Waaaiiiiii mu wagta b6nii. I held my tummy

Laila: feech shai 7beebty

Me: laa 5alty

Mama jat slmt 3la Laila

Mama: layoouullaa Hathi bnyti Eli tzwjt gbl km shahar

Laila: wallah!!! Tjnin bas knha 9'3ayrona

Mama: eee 9'3ayronaaa

Laila: mnu zojha

Mama: sultan wld e5ty

Laila: weee w7laila rfeej wldi faris 

Hathi um faris :O

Laila: ay jam3a juju

Me: Carnegie million 

Laila: m3 wlaidi faris

Me: eee a3rfa

Laila: eee 

R7t 3nd 9afooy w ghadoor w mahouy 

Me:halllaaa bl7babbbyybb

9afya: ya hala bl zain klaaahh mwl3a el8a3a yal7ub

Me: hahahaha mwl3a bwjoudkum 

 Maha: 3aroustna nouro elduba wain w7shtni

Ghadeer: ee walla hlga63a ma shayfeenha mn zman

Me: al7een anadeeha

R7t nadait'ha
They hugged her 

Maha: yalga63a

Nour: shswi walla msh'3oula

Ghadeer: matnlam

9afya: w laish matktbeen fel group

Nour: bas bas chubaw kaifi

They all laughed

Maha: ha yalgumar jahza 7ag bukra

Nour: eee

Me: fdddaaaaiiittt 3arustna

9afya: w fdait our young mama

I hugged her

صلو على هادي البشر سيد الأجيال
عدد نفوس قد دعاها وهداها
فى ليلة الى زانت بأعذب خصال
كل الجمال احتواها
طلت عروس النور
بالحسن واختالت
فرح يشع بزينها مع ضياها

T4krt 3rssiiii :"(
She continued walking and eyes were on her.
Jameela shwai b7gha, kanat labsa fstan Vera wang w maska tulips.
Wgfat bln9 w r7na slmna 3laiha.

Me: mabrouk 3laich 25oui ya galbi

Shahad: allaybarik feech❤️

Slmw 3laiha w ra7at g3dat.

Ghadeer: juju Shahood 9ayra tshbhch

Me: hhhh 9j!!

Ghadeer: eee feeha mnch shwi

Me: ma3arf walla

Marg9t l2na '9hri kan y3wrni fa glt brg9 jidam Khalid.

Fdaaiittt bab and khalid❤️❤️
Bas ras shahad w 9wrw w 6l3w bas baba w Khalid tmw.
R7t slamt 3la Khalid and baba.

Me: mabrouk 7yati 

Khalid: allaybarik feech ya 7lwa

9wrna w baba 6l3.
Rg9t shwai.
Khalid ana shahad took photos and at 1:30am ra7w.
W 5l9 3rs el'3ali❤️

Ghadeer: yalla ana barou7 

Me: wain umoch maslmt 3laiha

Ghadeer: m3 5altch

Me: yalla bslm 3laiha

Slmt 3la umha and they left 

Aunt fouz: juju 7yati klty??

Me: laa 5alty shb3ana

Aunt: may9eer chee Kahumm Jabo el2kil

Me: ekli enty 3laich bl3afia

Aunt: ltredeeni juju shofi shlon btmiutin Ela ybyn ench 7aml wla shai

Me: yalla bakl

I ate the starter dish.
Sultan called.

Sultan: hala bglbi hala bkl dnyti

I blushed

Me: ahlain 7beeby

Sultan: mta btjeen foug?

Me: madri b3d sa3a aw n9 sa3a

Sultan: ana ga3d bru7i

Me: okay yalla jaya bas ent enzli a5af aji bro7i

Sultan: okay 7yati

Me: yalla ya jma3a ana baru7

Mama: g3di b3dain t3alo 3ndi el suite kl 5alatch bejoun 

Me: sultan bru7a foug

Mama: 3adi klmeeh

I called sultan 

Me: 7yati 3adi ag3ad shwai zyada?

Sultan: okay 7beebty ana barou7 m3 3laiw w khalouf

Me: okay

Me: okay mama Baji m3akum

We stayed till 3:00am w r7na foug 

Me: barou7 el'3rfa w b3dain bajeekum

Them: okay

I knocked the door 

…:may5loun elwa7id ynam

Me: laish knt nayim!

OMG!! It's not our room :o

Me: walla sorry madrait ena hai mb '3rfti

…: la 3adi 

I ran to our suite 

Me: uffff met mn el5ouf

I knocked the door

Sultan: yalla jay

He opened the door 

Sultan: fdait elzain, jeity bnfsch??

Me: laaa

Sultan: ee zain

Sultan: mashft lbsch f95i el3ba

Me: okay

F95t 3bati

Sultan: '9hrch kla 6al3 juju! 7ta 9drch

Me: 5l9 sultan lbsta w 5l9t w 9dri ma 6al3-.-

Sultan: anyways jammeeeelllaaaa wrbi jammeeelllaaaaaaaaaaaa

I blushed

Me: walla mu ajmal mnk

He hugged me 

Me: 7yati sa3dni af95 el3gd

Sultan: mn 3yuni

He took the necklace off and hugged me from the back.
I took off my jewellery and dress and I wore a short sleeping gown.
My mama called

Mama: yalla t3ali na6reench

Me: mama nsait w lbst 8mee9 noum

Mama: lbsi fouga roub 

Me: sultan brou7a

Mama: 3la ra7tch

End of call

Sultan: ma ra7 a5leech tru7in

He hugged me

Me: wla ana ra7 arou7 

He kissed my forehead 

Sultan: a77bchhh wrbi a7bch 

Me: walla a7bk akthar 

We laid on the bed 

Me: t9ba7 3la 5air ya kl dnyti

Sultan: wnty b5air ya ajmal ensana.

I Love Him❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️