Friday, August 29, 2014

CHAPTER 36 *End*


After 2 years:

After the first miscarriage now I'm pregnant in the 9th month.
Today is my graduation day, I'm so excited words can't describe how I'm happy. I'm done with studying. No more studying. No more crying. No more staying all night. 

Me: sultan 7luw 3lai ellbs

Sultan: tjnneen specially with your cute tummy 

Me: heeeiiii stop saying tummy a9lan ana rshee8a

He hugged me: I love you ya rashee8a

Me: I love you way more yalla you must leave now

He went out and I applied my makeup w lbst a shirt maktoub 3laih 9oub el krsha "my mama is senior 2013" w Chanel flat shoe since I can't wear heels.

Maha: waaaayyyy bamout 3al cuteness fdait el mama

Me: ya 7yatii mahawi elfal lch 

Yeah Maha en56bt.

Ghadeer: yalla jam3tna, awal w7d juju tet7doun

…: Jawaher Al******

I gave her a smile and went.
My hands and feet are shaking.
I can here claps from all around the place.
It's worst than the wedding day! I shook hands.
Ahhhh I'm done.
I took my certificate and went to them w barekoli.
Sultan gave me the tightest hug!

Sultan: I love you. You did it 

I hugged him back 

Me: I love you way more my role model 

…: yjnenooouuunnn

I smiled =)) 
R7na elm63m n7tfl
Jabouli cake maktoub congrats w halsuwalif.

Me: waaaaaayyy bbb666nnnniiiiiiiiiiiiii

Sultan carried me and took me to the hospital.
W 6l3 ena shahoud w nouro feehum 6alg.

…: Nour w shahoud wldw

…: w juju sg6t

Sultan: laaaaaaa must7eeellllll

He came to me

Me: where is my baby? *i said it excitedly*

Sultan: haa

Me: sultan yalla jeeba I'm waiting for him since the first miscarriage 

Sultan: juju

Me: sultan don't say anything else rou7 jeebly my baby abi ashoufa yshbhni aw yshbhk

Sultan: JUJU!!!

Me: sultan el baby feeh shai?

I started shouting: ELLBBAABBBYYY FEEEHHHH SSHHHAAAIII????
Arjouk arjouk Ltguli fgdta mra thania
Arjouk sultan abous rask bas tkfa ltgoul

I see sadness in sultan's eyes.
I held his hand with my 2 hands.

Me: sultan rou7 jeeba abi ashhoouuuffaaaaaaaa

Sultan: allay3w'9na

Me: suullttaaann adri mafeeh shai jeebly bas bashoufa ana sm3ta w hw y9ee7

Sultan: 36ach 3umrah 

I started shouting nafs elmjaneen! 

Me: noootttt aggaaaaiiinnn 

W gmt a'9rb f kl shai w 36oni ebrat muhd2.
Eeee wldt w sm3t 9out elyahil bas b3da bdgayg mat.

Sultan's POV:

Awal marraa ashof juju chee ma3arf sh9sr feeha 3wrt glbi kanat mstansa ams 3shan t5rjha w elyoum? 7znt b5br wfat '9naha. A4kr lama tetkalam w hia msht6a

*flashback*

Juju: sultan

Me: halla 7beebty

Juju: Allah t5yl al7een ana nayma w el'baby y9ee7, awal mara astans 3shan yahil 

Me: yalla hanat klha sbou3 aw sbou3ain

Juju: shouf ana abi asameh rashid

Me: laaaa ana abi Salman

Juju: laaaaaa maabbiii

Me: 5la9 nsameeh ms6fa?

Juju punched me: heeeiiiii shno ns6fa

She held her tummy 

Juju: yalla e6l3 3shan jdtk tfr7 bshoftk 

Me: w umok w ubouk 

I kissed her tummy.

Juju: shouf etha 9ya7 ana Mali 59 feeh 

Me: wla yhmch ana a5tha

Juju: Allaaahhh wanasa wladti btkoun sbou3 b3ad t5rji elfr7a fr7tain

Me: eeee allaytmem

*end of flashback*

Glbi ytg6a3 w ana ashoufha </3

Juju: sultan abi may

I gave her water 

Juju: 3adi aro7 ashouf baby nour w shahad 

Me: yalla al7een agoulhum 

Jabulha wheelchair 

Me: no problem I'll push her

She went to Nour first.

Nour: el7mdella 3la slamtch yal7ub w mabrouk majach

She teared, juju ra7at 3nd el kid bed w 36tna '9hrha.
Nour gave a look ena shfeeha.

I whispered: raaa7777 raa777 Eli knt na6ra

Nour was surprised w mu fahma shai 

Juju: nru7

Me: yalla 

I can see darkness in juju's eyes.

Juju: luw mu sam3a 9uta w shayfta makan 3ndi mshkla

And she started crying.
I hugged her and took her back to her room.
Her mother and my mother, Fatma, her sister, brother m7md, his wife klhum jaw.
I can see sadness in my mum's eyes w juju bru7ha 3alm Thani.

(Ma9ar shai mhm halftra)
After 1 year…

الله يأخذك منهم ولا يأخذني من يدك❤️

Juju's POV

Lbsni el5atm

Sultan: would you accept me to be your husband for the whole of your life?

Me: you're not serious, of course I do❤️

My hero carried me and started spinning.

Sultan: w3d ma5leech wla l7'9a wla az3lch

Me: w ana b3ad aw3dk eni maz3lk wla a5leek❤️

The scene was amaaazzziiinnnggg we were in Paris in front of Eiffel Tower.

Sultan: a7bch

Me: a7bbkkk akthar 

I'm blushing non stop.

Me: sultan

Sultan: Amri ya 3youni w rou7i w glbi w kl dnyti

Me: t4kr shgltli yum kna ga3deen b Hyde park lma shft el kids?

Sultan: eeee gltlch "wdi ena umneeti tet7gag w ashouf 3yali gbl ma amout"

Me: sultan umneetk t7gegat

Sultan: 7lllffffiiiiiii!!

Me: walla

Sultan: juju I love you 

He gave me the tightest hug❤️❤️❤️

Sultan: ay shahar

Me: elthani :$

Sultan: w matgulin b3ad

Me: maknt mt2kda

Sultan: anyways a7bch shswi 

Me: walla a7bk akthar

He held my hands and kissed me

…: are you new couples??

Sultan: no that's our 3rd anniversary 

…: that was so cute 

Sultan: thank you❤️❤️

Me: sultan shrayk nru7 elshga

Sultan: yalla

We went to our appartment.
Everything was well prepared.

Me: l7'9a w7da abadil w Ajeek

I wore my D&G dress with a matching pair of pumps and applied dark red lipstick and fixed my makeup w swait a small bun.


Sultan: a555555555 fdaaiiitttt ellzzaaaaiiiinnnnnn kllaaahhhh

I blushed.
We spent our day as a new married couples.
I loved how sultan makes me feel happy.

Months past and I left London, I went back to qatar after getting used to my London friends, shops, appartment, food and everything. I had some worst parts that happened to me it's true b'3ait amout bas el7mdella bf'9l rbi ana lel7een 3aysha. They told me that I lost my kids w b3dain ektshft ena they're wrong and they're still alive w fr7ti makant tnw9f.

…: maabbbrrrooouuuuuuukkkkkkk

Sultan: haaa 6mnuuunniiii 3laiha

…: jabtlk bnoutain 7lwat 

Sultan: a55555 el7mdella

Sultan's POV:

W Allah rzgna bbntain zay el3sl rbi y5leehum, w mu bas 6ayreen mn elfar7a madri shlon aw9f fr7ti❤️
And one last thing "allay5leeli their mama Eli I love her more than anything else"

Juju's POV: 

Yeah this is the end but I wanted to say one last thing. 
True Love is something hard to find, I don't know how much I must thank god for having Khalid as a husband. I love him more than I love myself! He wasn't just a husband, he was a mother, a father, a brother, a sister and everything just to make me happy.
First year of marriage was a disaster! He must help me with every step I take, it was just like a mother teaching a kid how to walk. 
Khalid! "I love you" 

These are my favourite 2 photos of my girls❤️❤️


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